Wait? It's December? COME ON!

So what if I have added to my plate "chairing a committee" for next year and I'm totally unmotivated to work on these things at home. I have eye and brain fatigue and do not even want to look at Pinterest by the time I get home at night. Blasphemy.

So what if I re-discovered my Keel's Simply Diary and feel like I've been taken back to 6th grade where my journal consisted of a list of boys I liked THAT day color coordinated by grade. 

So what if I being positive doesn't come naturally to me even though I've tricked myself into thinking I'm an optimist. BUILD THE MUSCLE. (leftover positivity seminar inspiration)

So what if we're not putting up a tree this year, we don't have floors or a "real" ceiling so I'm pretty sure the tree isn't a shocker at this point. We have a strand of lights - CHECK! Don't be jealous of our grid of a ceiling!

So what if I still haven't picked out a recipe for my cookies exchange for next week and the unpreparedness is giving me a case of anxiety.

So what if I'm attending the Other People's Property event on Friday night RIGHT after work and I haven't even BEGUN to look at my closet and start organizing and going through all my clothes.

So what if I haven't purchase ONE Christmas Gift yet (this is a borderline YIKES vs SO what).

So what if I purchased a jacket I actually like this year for "winter" and I've only worn it once and really didn't even need to. This rain and humidity in Florida currently is RIDICULOUS.